Well spank my arse and call me Charlie.

I'm an idiot.

Or as my little 4 yr old friend says, I'm a 'poo poo head numpty'

One should know by now that expectations are rarely fulfilled and can only lead to slight disappointment.

I hope this isn't an indication of the year ahead - I think its time I had a good year for once! 2008 has already been a bummer but hey - not long left!

Roll on the New Year, the New Kate is itching is to come out.

Lobster-face

My chin looks like its been through the wars. I'm not liking the peeling effect that T's unshaven face has caused on my chin! Argh.

On the plus side, my ego feels pretty good as a bunch of builders whistled at me earlier. Must be the killer heels. They are pretty sexy - and when you wear sexy shoes you automatically feel sexy yourself so goddamn it I worked that little tush side to side and gave a wink at the end of the road (lmao).

Dinky Chinky

Is now apparently my new name mainly owing to the fact that I'm a short arse at 5'1 and that I'm chinkified.

So last night, T and I met up after 9 years of frustration and missed opportunities. To say it was awkward in the first five minutes is an understatement - we were both bricking it and scared shitless that the other wont like the other - but it seems our fears were unfounded as after I decided to break the ice but pulling him in and snogging his face off, we do actually get on really well. Its funny though because he's quite a forgetful person but he remembers pretty much everything I've said - silly shit like 'i dont blush pink, i blush orange' and 'I have yellow feet' (lmao) but ask him what my birthday is and he's like 'huh?'

I kept teasing him telling him its because he's an old git - at 25, he's fooking ancient lol.

So anyway, we decided to have a couple of drinks and ventured into the first pub we came across, I downed my first pint pretty quickly mainly because I just wanted a bit of dutch courage lol - as a first proper date, I dont think it could have gone any better! Drinks, bowling, a LOT of kissing and THE most AMAZING sex EVER.

Ok, I know - you shouldn't give it up on the first date but technically we have known each other for 9 years so there has to be exceptions to that rule right?

Whatever, I dont care - the man is a sex beast. With a fantastic tongue. I love it. Grroaaar.

Sexual prowess aside, he's a lovely chap and really easy to get on with and oh my god, i LOVE his kisses. If we werent fucking we were snogging or talking. It felt pretty good.

I like where this is going but I'm not holding out for anything because god knows the last time I did that it didnt quite work out so well. But its weird, I've always had a little something for him and now somethings happened, I dont quite know how to react.

I just hope he has a clean shave next time I see him to avoid this redness on my face and inner thighs. Benefit Boi-ing concealer #02 is not cheap you know!

Roll on the 19th...it seems like a fucking age away!